Thinking

ARGHHHH I'm having a rough morning. Isaac woke up early and needed me to hold him to help his sleep. SOOOO I had about two hours to just lay there and think. Two hours for my mind to wander.... Is my baby girl ok? Is she developing normally? Is she going to be able to come home this year? What is the deal with North Korea? There isn't going to be a break out in fighting is there? WAY to much thinking time. I need to get busy so I don't feel sad.